This is me, coming back to a project that I started almost three years ago. It’s always been on my mind to write my thoughts and fantasizing about people benefiting from whatever ramble I decide to post. There have been several attempts but I’ve always left them behind after the dopamine has run out. But today, out of all days, I’m deciding to stop postponing what I’ve been meaning to do for all my adult life, which is…writing. Writing for the pleasure of writing. For the rush of feeling like I’m exposing something (which turns out might be also what’s on somebody else’s mind).
Anyway, let me introduce the other imperfect thing (other than the design on this site): ME. I’ve been on a constant uphill race all my adult life against no one but my own self. I’ve always felt different and outcast from the world, no matter how much I struggled to make my square shape fit into a round mold. I’ve got to the point where I don’t really know who Jenny is anymore, but rather I feel that I’m just leftovers of several courses that have gone through me all these years, if that makes sense. I think I’ll expand on that concept later on.
I’ve decided to finally launch this blog in the hopes that this will be the central drawer where I save all things me, as I discover what that is and perhaps maybe someone else on the internet relates to it. Please know I don’t know what I’m really doing, I might say the wrong thing and although I hope that doesn’t happen someone is bound to get offended by something I say at any point (as it happens these days). I’m not here necessarily to start debate and I hope for understanding as this is MY journey and human beings are not (and cannot be) black and white.
I hope you decide to stick around.
Big hugs,
Jenny